Sunday, April 8, 2012

It's ok, Mummy!

I must record this conversation between us because I was seriously touched last night =p

Kion: Mummy, can u pls let me try eating bubblegum when I grow up?

Me: Of cos u can try when u r older, but u cant eat bubblegum, u can only chew them & spit them out.

Kion: what u happen when I swallow? stuck in my stomach? then Doctor needs to cut my stomach to take it out? And it's gg to b very painful rite.

Me: If Dr cuts ur stomach, of cos its gg to b very painful, just like when Dr cut my stomach to take u out, it was sooo painful when I woke up. But u were still a baby at that time, cannot sayang Mummy.

Kion: Then if I want didi & meimei then u gg to b in pain again!

Me: yes, so we just have 1 more instead of 2 more children ok?

Kion: It's ok lah Mummy!

Me: WHAT! Its ok to b in pain?!?!

Kion: No Mummy, I meant it's ok to not have didi meimei. Cos I dont want u to b in pain again.

Me: Kion, bcos u r so good to mummy, I also think it's ok, even if it's painful also I try 2 give u a meimei ok =)


Hiaz, my little baby is so sensible now, no longer a baby.... I miss u Kion, miss ur days as a baby...

Sunday, March 25, 2012

March 2012..... A month filled with fun activities!!!

Wow, its end March already.... Scary how time flies.
Now I'm left with only 9 more months before its year 2013. Hiaz, time, can u pls slow down, I dont want my baby to grow so fast =(
Everytime I look @her, I see that she's a bit bigger, a bit more sensible, a bit prettier & also a bit more independent.

Independent! Did I just said INDEPENDENT?!?! That means she gonna not need me soon??? AAArrrrggghhhh!!! but I need her everyday!!! Ok, so I'm being a bit drama, but I really miss those days when she was so little, so niave.....

Oh ya, brought a pc of yummy chocolate Gail gave me to school for her that day & on the way home,

she said:
Mummy, Im so proud of u today

Me: Y?

She: Cos u brought the yummy chocolate 4 me today. So, do u want me 2 be proud of u everyday? If u want, then u must brg me the yummy chocolate everyday ok?

Hahahahaa!!! See conversation like this one tells me she is no longer small & niave, instead growing up & starting 2 use her brain =p

I am still very much a HAPPY Mummy, spending time with my darling daughter, although occasionally she does me CRAZY =p

And yes, we went JKT without Kelvin early this month 2 celebrate G's bday! Desmond & Gail played really good hosts, bringing me 2 all sort of restaurants, from padang food, to korean to Italian & even japanese =)
And not only food, even my massage was on Desmond! Looks like I've got to b super nice to him in future =p
Oh, & kidzania, it was a SUPER DUPER FUN place 4 both Kion & I!!! =)

Went Melaka too, but didnt really enjoyed it. It was like 35 to 36 degrees every day!!! Super HOt!!! Except for cheap food, nothing there made me feel that the place is worth going.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Kion's MNO :-p

We were in the car on Sunday n had a conversation like this

Kion: mummy, can u pls help me take care of "animal" (her favorite pillow cum baby) tonight cos I got mummies nite out n will b home quite late.

Me: huh? Who r the mummies u going out with?

Kion & I: hahahahahaaa

Sooo cute!!! N yes, cos I did a MNO on sat nite itself n that was already like my 5th MNO??? Guess Kion more or less have an idea of what's MNO by now. Seriously, I can't help laughing everytime I think of the conversation we had abt MNO :p

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Mummy, I love u more than my heart!

Yesterday night on bed....

Kion: mummy, u r just a little cute mummy!

Me: hahahaa, little cute mummy? U r my little cute baby too!

Kion: u r such a good mummy, I love u more than my heart!!!

Me:??? More than ur heart? How to? I love u deep in my heart :-)

The greatest joy of being a mother, is to know that u r always needed n love by ur children no matter what happens....

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

BAD mummy!!!

Today she called me a BAD mummy all for the sake of a marshmellow =( Actually I just asked her 2 choose between a biscuit & a marshmellow instead of both junk food & she said: u r a BAD mummy, dont let me eat both!!!

Frankly speaking, I felt really sad cos the fact that she banged her nose straight into the floor & bled yesterday, already made me felt very useless, very incapable & then today, she have to hurt me like this.

Yet instead of giving in to her request of eating both her JUNKS, I lashed out at her. told her she could jolly well walk out of the house & go search for her "good" mummy if I am not good enough 4 her. Think I scared her. She started crying, told me she was sorry 4 upsetting me & that she dont mean it.

Seriously, I also wanna b a good mummy!!! Who dont want??? But whats the defination of being a good mummy?!?!

I remember when Kion was younger, family members like her 'kuku' liked asking her if she love daddy or mummy more. The 1st time I heard them asked, I was panicky. Worried that the ans might b Daddy. But she always ans them: both, Daddy & mummy.
If anyone tells me cos she's smart, thats a politically rite ans, I wont believe & I would say that this person doesnt have a child cos when this qns was 1st posed to her, she was less than 2yrs old. A less than 2yrs old child will not know what is a politically correct ans.

Anyway, at that time, I was always happy with her ans. Nowadays, I somehow feels that 1 day, the ans to this qns will b narrowed down to: Daddy....
Cos everything that she wants, mummy will say: NO!!!
Soon she will feel that mummy is no fun, mayb even a hindrance =p

Of cos, I can only hope for the better, learn to let go n pull back when needed.... But life, it's always easier said than done =p

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Yes, I'm 29yrs old now =p

My birthday just ended, withou a romantic dinner with Hubs, without flowers to surprise me, but with lots of love from family & friends that touches me deeply =)

Actually y does people seems to b so happy on their birthday? Dont they know that on the day they were borned, hrs b4 they came 2 earth, their mummies were panicking, with fear of the delivery =p
At least that was how I felt when I was being pushed into the room for caeserean... & it doesnt end there. I remembered the pain I felt when I was awake, felt like bursting in tears but controlled cos I saw mummy rite in front of me & didnt want her to get worried.

Anyway, was super touched by small gestures from my dear friends, 2 chocolate cakes =p presents & lots of love!!! I am so blessed!!! Mayb that's the reason y i'm putting on weight =p

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Goodbye Polo, Welcome CLK.....

Gonna say goodbye to my Polo tonight, feels alittle sad.... mayb cos its my 1st car, the first car that is totally mine. Although I know I'm doing an upgrade, cant help feeling a tinge of sadness.

The feelings were the same like when we first sold our love nest... Although I know that we were gonna have a better place, I cant help feeling kind of upset =(

Oh & yes, gonna record this down, I hit a kerb & got my tyre busted this afternoon. I was just turning out from my place, driving on a straight road & suddenly "BANG"!!! I felt a hugh impact on the car, which sent me panicking =p
Cos I'm going to hand in my car tmr & the dealer said he's taking my car in @ such high price cos it's accident free =p

I quickly drove off 2 a nearby HDB carpark 2 check on Kion & my car, praying that I didnt hurt the bumper etc. Thank God, there really wasn't any major damage to the car except for a BIG hole on the tyre. No wonder I felt the alignment not right when I was driving.

Kion was also fine, except for getting a shock. Luckily Gail came 2 pick her up while I continued waiting for the mechanic 2 come help me change the tyre. Got to go to the workshop early in the morning 2 replace new tyre then hand the car to the dealer at night, in exchange for my CLK!!! Totally in love with it but still cannot sink into reality yet =p

Seriously, I thank Kelvin 4 everything. Told him last night when we signed the contract for the CLK: Dear, everytime u get extra cents, u spent it on either Kion or me. So I should trust that u r a faithful man with no other women outside ya???

Lol, he of cos didnt ans me more than just a : crazy huh u???

Hmmm... Dear Hubby, tk u so much for the advance Bday present.
Oh & yes, cant wait 2 fly off to B.k.k on Friday morning =p
Guess I still the old Jojo, who loves cheap stuffs, bargaining, & shopping @B.K.K =p